I feel so strange today..
weird..
Everything feels so weird without u here :(
My heart feels so empty..
I hate the feeling tat i'm having
Feels so... feels so painful

It's raining now..
Feels as though God understand the feeling tat i'm having now..
I'm missing u.. needa call u
bt i could not reach u.. D;
I can't get u off my mind..
I wonder wat u r doing now..
I wonder how u r doing..
So missing u..

Things tat happen today:

Went botanic garden, to had tat amazing race
it aint really tat fun without u.. :(
My group got a point of 14. Lucky 14!
Maybe something great is gonna happen..
maybe?
Still lose though..
It does not even matter

Thn aft tat went back to sch
for lunch.
Aft we r full,
The HUAs took photos and videos
Wanna see?
Go facebook tml!

HuaXiaLan,
Ciao
PEEEPOR !
pls update. Am too moody at times to blog here too lar. Plsplsplspls(:
Val's veh sad now. Some know, some dont.
TWO MAJOR PROBLEMS KILLIN ME ! D;

1. lets just say that i wanna disclipine myself from not missing him too much.
2.Things will be just fine as soon as possible
3. God makes miracles :D
4. Aft all that comforting, im still lost and feels hopeless
5. im gonna lose faith soon.

Many thanks to tong, songtian and junlong for being there for me to comfort me when im at my lowest.
Life has ups and downs, right ? Therefore, im having my downnnn now D;
To you, its only a matter of time for everything to be solved. To me, it still hurts somehow.

"would you rather give up thn trying harder?" good question posted there, songtian.
Im alr trying harder, but i need time. Giving up is another option anw. But God makes miracle right ? Should be trying harder now. But seriously, am not gonna talk to him for a feww days first. needa think somehow.

Alright, im tired much.
TOODLES

xoxo,
VALERIE:]                           dont let me go<3
eheh, idk how on earth the music player is up there =.= wth !
im sorry, im rather down now.
Ive been thinking alot....

super sad coz of silly): if i hadnt put so much into this, i wont be lidat now );
i shouldnt have, but idk why i cant help it uh.
imisshim  (?)
i still know i cant get over you, how on earth are you gonna ask me to let go ?

sick and tired of all these. Cheer me up pls. :c
got my results back. Not bad, slacked so much yet i can get a A.
How your all did ? And seriously, how your deal w this kind of love stuffs ? teach me some pls.
hais....

i know nth you're thinking of. You make me go crazy you know. Making me worried everytime you're in trouble, sad whenever you've got second thoughts, but happy when you're w me. Slowly slowly, wait and see, what else ? im losing faith now.

buh-bye

Labels: dont let me go.

Exams are OVER!! Weeeeee!!
Still very worried :( Coz next, we're gonna check the papers..
Wish everyone the best.
There's so many people tat I wanna be in the same class wif!
The HUAs, her, almost everyone larh
Hopefully, we might be in the same class:)
Ok.. i guess i'm gonna stop here
I will still update de!
Ciao,
HuaXiaLan


Man am I so in love with this song!!


Drew Ryan Scott – Like I Always Do




[Verse 1:]

Oh

You gave me a reason

You told me that I'll always be yours

Oh

You are my desire

My heart is so on fire for you

I can't stop loving you

Loving you, oh no



[Hook:]

Cause I don't wanna end up

In your rear view

Wanna be someone you could turn to

Baby, I never wanna lose you

No, there's nothing I won't do



[Chorus:]

So I'll watch you like a movie

I'll sing you like a song

Read you like a story

If it takes me all night long

Keep you like a secret

I'll tell you like a joke

It's true

It's true

That I'll love you

Like I always do

(Love you like I always do)

(Love you like like like)



[Verse 2:]

You are so amazing

You stepped in and saved my life

Oh

Every time we are together

My time is yours forever

My world is all yours



[Hook:]

I don't wanna end up

In your rear view

Wanna be someone you can turn to

Baby, I never wanna lose you

No, there's nothing I won't do



[Chorus:]

So I'll watch you like a movie

I'll sing you like a song

Read you like a story

If it takes me all night long

Keep you like a secret

I'll tell you like a joke

It's true

It's true

That I'll love you

Like I always do



Hey

Baby, you'll never leave

No, I'll never leave you

Yeah

Oh

Yeah



[Chorus:]

I will watch you like a movie

I'll sing you like a song

Read you like a story

If it takes me all night long

Keep you like a secret

I'll tell you like a joke

It's true

It's true

That I'll love you

Like I always do

(Like a movie)

So I'm gonna love you, yeah

(Like a song)

Oh girl, I'm gonna love you

(Like a secret)

I'm gonna love you

(Like a joke)

Oh yeah, I'm a love you like I always do

Yeah

I'm gonna love you

Love you like I always do
YOW!!! EXAMS FINALLY FINISH!! F-I-N-I-S-H!! DAMN THE MR YAP!! GIV THE USELESS E-LEARNING AGAIN!! bet every1 gottta scold e-learning online again XP


Ah yes, gotten jiao jiao's constipated look. Shall post it maybe tmr.. Tmr also got rcy activity 7.15am to 2pm. Sunday also got activity, 7.15am to 5pm.. SHOCKED SIA!!! VERY HAPPY TODAY!!

OH YA, I own jerome at blackshot today even when he has play so long and i just started playing again today. (I am a PRO!!) (:

NOW, this IS youth!!! SPRING TIME OF YOUTH AT FULL POWER!!!

I AM HuaLanLannnnnnnnnnnnNNNn nnNnnn Nn n nn nn nN nn nn n n nn nNnnNNN nNn nn nn!! X3

LOVE THIS SONG!! <3
Song: Addicted
By: Stevie Hoang

Since u went away it's been one year two months


But it just dun seem like yesterday we were still together

Time has passed and things have changed so

Why do I feel this way

Cos you're with somebody else

And I'm with somebody else but



Whenever I think about the love we had

It hurts so bad

Whenever I think about the love we made

I said that I'd be strong

Girl I really thought that I'd move on

But still I find myself asking



Do u still think of me like I think about u

Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name

Said I don't know

When I be with somebody else I push them away

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u



It's been long enough don't know why I'm still holding on

If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time

Cos u don't know what u got untill it's gone

It's the reason why I'm writing u this song

Girl I'm slippin and I don't know what to do

Girl I admit it, I'm sick over u

Damn I realised my mistake, my pride got in the way

I should have begged u to stay



Do u still think of me like I think about u

Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name

Said I don't know

When I be with somebody else I push them away

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u



If u ever lost someone u truely love

Let me hear u say yeah

And if u lost someone u truely need

Let me hear u say yeah



Do u still think of me like I think about u

Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name

Said I don't know

When I be with somebody else I push them away

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u
update pls !
got loads of nicenice song(:
next time thn type out for your(:
kaykay, suppose to meet silly, but doubt i'll have time ):
Thn nvm uh, 7nov my other friend's bdae leh :D
If he go i confirm go larh :D nono, i'll see my friend got go, if my mum let, if silly got go.
all got/ can i sure go(: WEEEEEEEEEEEEE, thank god !
kaykay,
GONE BUSY !
TOODLES(:

xoxo,
HUACHICHI
OLAS(:
pls update peepor ! i seriously have nth to do now ! 2+ pm only bodoh !
still so fking early, );
Yishun is RAINING HEAVILY. haiyo, super duper bored. idk what to draw for art.
But i'll random draw any for the time-being(:
im confused bodoh !
TOODLES
HEYHEYHEYHEY(:
valerie here to blog :D nth to do alr.
Junlong asked me to blog(:      <JUST DO IT>
kaykaykay, next is ARTS, i got no idea what to drawwwwwwww.
nth to do alr larh, JUNLONG !
TOODLES
October... Time has pass so quickly in a way of joy, saddness, anger, lonelyness, laughter and happiness. Vert soon, at next year, 30/04, it will be the Huas First Annivasary... Tmr will be geo and home ecom exams, wishing every1 good luck.



Posted a song to make it longer. (:

By: Stevie Hoang-Addicted

Since u went away it's been one year two months


But it just dun seem like yesterday we were still together

Time has passed and things have changed so

Why do I feel this way

Cos you're with somebody else

And I'm with somebody else but



Whenever I think about the love we had

It hurts so bad

Whenever I think about the love we made

I said that I'd be strong

Girl I really thought that I'd move on

But still I find myself asking



Do u still think of me like I think about u

Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name

Said I don't know

When I be with somebody else I push them away

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u



It's been long enough don't know why I'm still holding on

If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time

Cos u don't know what u got untill it's gone

It's the reason why I'm writing u this song

Girl I'm slippin and I don't know what to do

Girl I admit it, I'm sick over u

Damn I realised my mistake, my pride got in the way

I should have begged u to stay



Do u still think of me like I think about u

Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name

Said I don't know

When I be with somebody else I push them away

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u



If u ever lost someone u truely love

Let me hear u say yeah

And if u lost someone u truely need

Let me hear u say yeah



Do u still think of me like I think about u

Do u still dream of me cos I can't sleep without u

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

When I'm with a chick and hittin it girl I call your name

Said I don't know

When I be with somebody else I push them away

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but I'm so addicted to u

Labels: Bonds... It make one stronger as they want to protect someone they love.

Hey peeps!! 1st of, a very warm welcome to a new member.


Jerome the diggy butt as Hua Jiao Jiao!! WELCOMEE!!! (:

This is jerome (very nice pic of him getting gangbang.jkjk) (:
















friday's after sch sewing class also very fun larhs.. from cooking room go to sewing room see ivy chasing naveen... dam funny sia... tong tong also very pei chea (like ivy) hahas. Both of us go bubble tea shop meet yi er and lala. I go there is buy food eat then song tian lei? every1 knows liao. Let 2 bus past while eating-76 and 269.

Now hoia, why the exam so long == Mr Gopal!! why sch exam so long 1?!? faster finish then every1 can slack ma!! why must drag untill 3 weeks? very troublesome sia... somemore still can hav lesson as usual. 1 week hav past and only finish eng, chi, hist and lit paper nia... Ugh... wat a drag...

now going back facebook.. byes... lanlan
HELLO !(:
im happier(: here to post. Got one very nice song, go listen !
SILLY BOY(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=etASZR4fe7w&feature=related

Lyrics etc all there(:
Lady gaga and Rihanna :D super nice, i like the song alot.
Just nice sillyboy :D

TOODLES
HUA CHI CHI IS SAD ):
VALERIE IS FEELING UBER DOWN ):
hais, i hope everything will be alright....if not i seriously wanna cry or something liao.
zaijian
Last start wif yesterday
Art, was great! had fun watching mangas and animes wif jerome:)
Mr Tan walked around looking at wat everyone's doing.
Some r facebook-ing, msn-ing, there's also some who's so hardworking alr working on the EOF exam for art=.=
Biology, 'someone' finally laughed, was happy to see tat:) even it was only for a short while.
Aft sch, Went to a 'very close friend' 's house. Had loads of fun:)

Kk, Jus puting a song lyrics so tat the post would seem longer:)

HuaXiaLan

Faber Drive: Tongue Tied

 Bright cold silver moon



Tonight alone in my room


You were here just yesterday


Slight turn of the head


Eyes down when you said


I guess I need my life to change


Seems like some things just not the same


What could I say






I need a little more luck than a little bit


Cause everytime I get stuck the words won’t fit


And everytime I tried, I get tongue tied


I need a little good luck to get me by


I need a little more help than a little bit


Like the perfect one word no one’s heard yet


Cause everytime I tried, I get tongue tied


I need a little good luck to get me by this time






I stare up at the stars


I wonder just where you are


You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)


Was it something I said


Or something I never did


Or was I always in the way(Was it something I did)


Could someone tell me what to say


To just me you stay


I need a little more luck than a little bit


Cause everytime I get stuck the words won’t fit


And everytime I tried, I get tongue tied


I need a little good luck to get me by


I need a little more help than a little bit


Like the perfect one word no one’s heard yet


Cause everytime I tried, I get tongue tied


I need a little good luck to get me by this time






I know it feels like the end


Don’t want to be here again


And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again


And what it takes I don’t care


We’re gonna make it, I swear


And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again.. again,,






I need a little more luck than a little bit


Cause everytime I get stuck the words won’t fit


But everytime I tried, I get tongue tied


I need a little good luck to get me by


I need a little more help than a little bit


Like the perfect one word no one’s heard yet


Cause everytime I tried, I get tongue tied


I need a little good luck to get me by this time






I know it feels like the end


Don’t want to be here again


And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again


And what it takes I don’t care


We’re gonna make it, I swear


And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
YAY!! POST COZ I FOUND BACK THE YELLOW RING I LOST!!

Now my action is this

 
YOW!! HAOWEN!!! WELCOME BACK TO SCH!!

HAPPY BUANG DAY TO BUANG WEI!!!

HAPPY COM DAY TO EVERY1!!

HAPPY NOOB SHIT FOR STEVEN!!

HAPPY KENNA PUNANI TO JEROME!!

HAPPY LAUGHING DAY FOR TONG!!

HAPPY MESSAGE DAY FOR VAL!!

HAPPY TALL DAY TO HIAP LEE!!

HAPPY TALLER DAY FOR SONGTIAN!!

HAPPY HUA DAY TO HUA!!

lanlan